Posts

Showing posts from October, 2022

University at the Beginning

So far university was been an eye opening experience for the first time in my life I was left to my own devices. To a younger version of myself this is a dream. However the new found independence was daunting and scary but also liberating.  After my parents left I stood in my baron room questioning my decisions in life. Then I unpacked. I'd like to say I hit the ground running after that but when I didn't I was hit with a deep wave of anxiety and dread when I came to the realisation that I was now truly alone. Luckily enough fast forward 10 hours I was blind drunk introducing myself to every approachable person I could see in sight. Socially I was excelling and I had a large group of friends. However at the time these connections were not fully established. It was hard for me to distinguish between genuine connections and people displaying niceties. But after a short time these concerns quickly died and friendships were formed.